Sunday, December 31, 2017

Goodbye to 2017

I can't say that I'm sorry to see 2017 go. In so many ways, it's been a great year. It's certainly been an exciting one. We hit the ground running last January (figuratively, not literally) with my knee surgery and my husband's new job. It seems like one thing after another since then. A year ago today, my outlook for 2017 was that it would be a quiet year. I expected we'd settle more into a routine in our still new home in Houston and maybe tackle a renovation project. We had exciting plans to re-finish our garage. Obviously, that all went out the window with our relocation back to Atlanta. Suddenly we were putting our house back on the market and living long distance yet again. 2017 hasn't been quiet or peaceful. It's been exciting and distressing and a lot of things in between.

We're roughly eleven months into our relocation and there is no clear end in sight. At times the process has made me feel incredibly isolated and alone. I've been unable to find a new job that will allow me to move and have been unwilling to give up a job and a career I love. We are making it work to the best of our abilities. On the flip side, I have been incredibly supported by close friends and family who have been doing everything in their power to make this transition easier on me, on my husband, and on us and our cats as a family. So it's safe to say that 2017 was difficult and stressful but that we were also incredibly blessed.

As we say goodbye to the year and I hope for a smoother 2018, two quotes rattle around in my head, giving me hope for the year ahead.

"Hope begins in the dark, the stubborn hope that if you just show up and try to do the right thing, the dawn will come. You wait and watch and work: You don't give up." Anne Lamott

Fairy tales are more than true — not because they tell us dragons exist, but because they tell us dragons can be beaten." G.K. Chesterton (This quote is paraphrased but it is a popular paraphrasing of the original and it is my favorite variant.)

I hope, if you're reading this (or even if you're not), that your 2018 has had more ups than downs, more triumphs than failures. Regardless of what 2017 looked like, I hope your 2018 is even better yet.